Torn!!!

I'm so torn up deciding to sell my house, as I clean the clutter that has built up over the last 3 years of living 1 mile from my church (one of the main reason's I bought it). I struggle to know if God want's us to stay here, or move. Ovously the finances I make in the summer will tell if I've even financially able to stay here or not. And this fall I'm going back to school to re-earn my EMT liscense, then I have to wait until the following fall to earn my Paramedic license, so I won't be able to get a decent job until 2 years from now!!!!! I have an ARM on my mortgage that hit's it's point in May of 2010, so I have to re-fiance before then, or I for sure won't be able to make the payments!!! Money money, where does it all come from.. the Lord has brought in enough for us to stay here, and I have not been late with any payments so far, and I pray that he blesses this summer, I'm signed up for 4 shows, hopefully I'm going to do another one in New Hampshire, a few hours from my best friend who lives in Boston, so I'll go spend a few weeks visiting her after that show. I'm going to start setting up my Jewelry in my garage and do "garage type" jewelry sales, so hopefully that will bring in some extra $$$$ until June when my shows start!!!

Thanks for checking up on us, and God Bless you today, for he has surely blessed me, more than I can imagine!!!

:) Shanda :)