10 more days. The countdown has begun. I start chemo in just ten short days, four days before Christmas :(. I have no idea what to expect, how tired I will be, how I will feel etc. Chemotherapy... not a kind of therapy I have ever been interested in wanting to have. I am getting ready, finishing up last touches on Christmas gifts, cards etc. Squeezing in as much "school time" with the kids as possible before I start. My tumor has been hurting me latley, it's so big, it's actaully heavy. I wonder if I will actually feel it shrink during the chemotherapy process. I have 2 support group meetings this week, and I am going to a program tommorow called "look good, feel good" put on by the American Cancer Society. I am going to learn how to look pretty... bald :). The countdown continues.......