Why?

Why does God do what he does? Why does he allow "bad" people to be prosperous and "good" people to suffer? Why.. why.. why.. you could ask the questions all day long.

I really don't think a lot about "why" when I look at my life with cancer. I think "what". What is God going to do today? What is God going to teach me today? What is God going to show me today? And that is exactly what has happened. I found out I had cancer and I thought "OK.. I can do this... God, you are leading, I will follow".

He has lead me thorough some really amazing roads in the last 6 months. I have seen amazing things. I almost died, and he spared my life, he brought me home after I prayed and waited on him.

He always has a plan, and a purpose for everything under the sun. Thorough faith and belief we can see his very real hand in our lives EVERY day!!! Even if you aren't going through anything "scary" like cancer God can be real to you :).

God loves me, and for that I am so happy and thankful. My life is in his hands :)

Blessings :) Shanda :)